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It is joke I heard, is very much true, about God and his groups and their "kindness" and they have "good wish" for us:

Priest asking Johnny “What is the faith?”
Johnny answer “You believe in something which is you know it is not true.”

Dear seeker of truth

You heard Teachers or some people saying you have God in you or Buddhist say you have Buddha in you.
Truth is they want to say: your trueself it is as high as God or as high as Buddha.
I don’t want you mistake, in this point of the time still you have to pass through false blockage to reach to our trueself.
Until now God and his groups are blocking and holding the door of the entrance to ourselves.
In India, realize people telling to their student’s to pray God or to Female God. That's because they have to allow you to pass this blockage what is God and His Female part and His group created for human being.

Again I’m referring to Bible.
God says one of his day is like 1000 years for us. That means in his one day maybe 15 to 20 generation of human born and die. Faster we go, it make us more invisible. That trick he made for we not be able to reach him and force him to free us.

Again I go back to Indian Teachers and other spiritual Teacher.
By reaching him and catching him and forcing him to open this door he create, only way is to slow down. In this journey you have to be slow and patient, that we call meditation, and ignore this false passage of time. If you can ignore the passage of time you can be in the moment and in the moment nothing is important. All the false worries are fainting and really truth of yourself gradually start to show.


Judgment day

~ Hi dear mankind whoever want to know ~

I was born under the name of Shahram Kasiri in north of Iran, south of Caspian Sea.
I came to bring justice to existence, but those criminal beings they knew I’m coming, they start to prepare everything in advance to block me to not do my job.
They create false religion as Bahai.
Two of strongest general of God or hands of God came to earth, from the time I born they can control me and block me for not to see the truth and not bring the criminal to justice.

In the mother womb they attacked me and crush me. After I born they keep doing that attack and as their religion was to convincing everybody: True spirituality is wrong and only their version of spirituality is allowed (that means praying to them), meditation is wrong, to know the truth is wrong. You’re criminal and you have to suffer and they hurting you continually and they say it “It is testing.”
Anyway that is a small part of it.

Jesus says judgment day will come and in the Koran they say ghoemt (disaster) and end of the time will come and many other religion say it as well.

This is the time, but I didn’t come to judge human being as they said, because in reality, human in the moment of death, they become judged already for crime they didn’t commit.
Then who I came to judge?

God and his big beings forcing to Shahram: human should be judged. Shahram had no choice but accepting what they forcefully demanding.
They were all power in the physical and spiritual world.
Shahram was sure with all effort their doing, they cannot block the truth. Truth will become visible in the end.

This judgment day started.
They blocked Shahram’s eyes not to see and they blocked Shahram’s enlightenment, and took control of his body and his soul, and kept them as hostage. Anytime Shahram do anything against their wish, they were attacking Shahram’s body and his soul.
They blocked him fully and convinced him they are the judge and they are in charge.

That two biggest criminal of God by name of Bahaullah and Bab and God himself.
But they don’t realize that judgment day was not so easy they could control or block it up.
One thing was fully in charge of this matter was spirit of Shahram who was free.
Shahram’s mind and Shahram’s heart was cut off from his spirit.

Anyway, we go back to that judgment day they forced upon Shahram and mankind.
After 4 painful years of the false judgment day, they thought they can make human guilty as usual and convince everybody all the good deeds they did through human and all the bad things poor human did themselves as always they was saying before. Then they could happily to make war and changed to new time of existence. But after 4 years they could not make human guilty, then they had no choice they start to look little bit more further.
They had to bring all those big beings in the existence one by one to the court who was consider themselves as highest and judge.

End of 10 years Shahram brought result of this judgment day in the presence of who still was almighty God.
He was above, Shahram was below. Shahram pick up his head half way and told God “We finished our judgment day and brought it to your presence to see. Please look at it.” He made little fuss and looked at it. Then sudden his eyes opened and he could not deny any longer and he admit “All the crime I did.” And he add “Tear me in pieces and bring me to justice.”

He said that, but he did with all his power for not to be punished and not be stopped controlling human being. He is heavily attached to his crime to human.

That is since 2006, 15 of January, we are fighting and wrestling with God to ending his control and his torturing mankind anymore.

I’m sure when God and his groups end, true essence of human being start to showing out and human will reaching highest of peace, joy and knowledge.


Dear Beloved Human beings

As I say it before, the reason of explaining this matter to you is not because I want make you afraid or worry.
Reason is you know the truth or already you know you'll be brave enough to admit.
That is the only way to solve our problem.


Trapped in the bubble

95% of the God it is female part.
All the material existence somehow it is a female of God including our physical body and God is in charge of it.
When we are in the womb trapped for nine month in the bubble, when we born coming in another bigger bubble. That is the earth and it is atmosphere and spiritually it is really bubble.
Problem is even those people open their eyes or got realized, because they are inside this bubble still cannot see it.
Almost like joke.

One fish was telling to other fish. We are living in the ocean.
Other fish look around and say it “I cannot see it. Where is the ocean?”

Human truth

Human condition in the earth is mirror reflection of above.

God as we know

God who you believe is ego reflection of yourself.
Because everybody like themselves and they thinks God is who I believe must be good.

Painful truth

Some of the people whose gone further, try to find the reason for suffering of human being. They thinks it is this person or that person or this system or that system or corporation, but reality this problem of mankind it rooted much more deeper than they want to admit.

One of the scientist gone to Albert Einstein and ask him “Let’s solve the problem of human being.” Albert Einstein gone outside of his house and took the one drop of water from pond and brought it and put it on the microscope and show the scientist. He said it “Look. Every small creature in this water is fighting with each other.” He didn’t say further.
But if you look, fish in the ocean is fighting with own kind and fighting with others.
Every creatures on the land they do same for three major things.
One for protect or hold their territory. Second to get mate. Third to find food.
This is the pattern. Pattern come from source who is create this false existence from his own image.

If you see somewhere they made thousands of car, not even one of them function correctly, then must be who create that car didn’t do good job. It is not fault of this car or that car, made it first place could not do good job or purposely they did that way.
Doesn’t matter how hard we try, doesn’t matter in which society we live, always there is someone who wants to put you down and take from you and add it to their own.

Doesn’t matter if you bring any government down, doesn’t mean next government going to be better. Even though we feel some people is good enough to rule on us, but we should not forget they are under the control of law of existence or in other words on the control of God. If they not do wrong, those wrong people easily they crush them and bring them down.

Many times God say it in Bible and in Koran who he is and what he is doing.
He is angry God. He is jealous God. He is revengeful God. He is deceiving God.
Even go and look further beside all the curse he done to human being in different timing in different reason and punishing by his standard.
All that one you not take it serious.
When people in the Babylon become united and try to make one language and peace.
He (God) say it “I don’t want that. I don’t want human be united. I want them to need me. (to be needy)” [Genesis 11: The Tower of Babel]

I was watching documentary.
Few people gone research about God. They go to different people and ask them about God. People they think they might know about God(truth).
Someone was saying “He is all love.”  Someone was saying “He is all merciful.” Someone was saying “He is one with all.”
One Teacher who has enlightened could see further and said “This one God from beginning of time brought fight and misery to all people who was worshiping him and others.

Truth is most people don’t want to face the truth.
They are lying to themselves all the time. They don’t see 7 billion of people in planet earth, they all suffering one way or others.
Only way people can be free of it, they can break through their mind. In that way all the false creation of the God around them including their own physical body cannot hurt them or harm them.
Reality is that is truth many people says our mind, our conscious is one. Yes, is the one with God and from him.

If you can free yourself from that mind and that false conscious, you free yourself from God and free from suffering.

Seeker for happiness

One person in the life has to make decision what they want.
Everybody in planet earth without exception looking for happiness.
If human condition artificially not create suffering, then every human being have certain amount of happiness from things around them. Like a food, physical companion, seeing nature and some other things.
If someone satisfy with that amount of happiness, then very good.

If someone feels that is not enough for them, if by chance they choose spiritual path, that person should find someone who can guide him or her. Because first problem is mind. When mind comes to stop that time need someone to guide them through.
Spiritual path same as every other path in the life need someone to guide us or to coach us. Same as playing tennis or martial arts or many other things in the life.

That seeker better to choose right companion who share same wish as he or she do.

Secret of Enlightenment

Once Teacher had a friend, he was with Teacher for 2 years. Teacher cannot teach him much of spirituality.

Came another young man, less than 1 week his heart opened, less than 2 month he reached enlightenment.
First person asked second person “How did you do that? “
Second person answered “I left all my believe behind and trust in Teacher.”
First person told second one “I never can do that. My believe is most important things to me.”

This second person right before enlightenment, one day came to Teacher and said “I had dream last night and make me suffer a lot.” He continued “In England I have some electronic instrument and I saw in my dream my step sister was playing with it and broken them. That dream make me suffer.”
Teacher asked “what should be done?”
He said “I attach to these things. I should let them go and I’m going to tell my mother to give this instrument away.”
Teacher look at him and said  “You are ready. Let’s go sit somewhere quiet and we can work further.”
Half an hour after that, this young boy was enlightened.

Another story.
It was another young man from America, he met with Teacher in a friend’s shop.
He reached end of his spiritual path which he was practicing.
Teacher start working with him and then he gradually start growing and open his heart certain amount. He reached almost edge of enlightenment.
One day when he was sitting with Teacher, enlightenment came to him like knocking at the door.
This kind of moment, person burst in laughter to open the door.
He had bad experience in childhood, in the classroom with his teacher, because he was laughing and his teacher got insulted.
This time he had to laugh to open the door that memory blocked him not to do.

Time passed away, enlightenment came in different way to reach him.
This time he had girlfriend who he didn’t want or care for her. His girlfriend told him “I like Teacher better than you.” He came to Teacher and told Teacher “I’m suffering. My ego is suffering.”
Teacher again told story of the second guy to him and his attachment to his electronic things.
Teacher hoped he might understand his attachment and let it go.

Teacher can bring the person all the way, but last steps they have to take themselves.

Dear Fellow Human beings

Dear Fellow Human beings

I don’t wish to make you upset, bring you down or increase your suffering.

As you know, there are 7 billion human beings on planet earth, as you know they all suffer one way or another for many different reasons.

I believe humans are made by design not to function correctly.  One of the biggest problems is our needs.  These needs bring us many problems and sometimes lead to disaster - for example the needs for food and security for ourselves and our loved ones.  Another need is that everybody is looking for happiness.  Sometimes happiness is achieved by peace in your mind and your heart, sometimes it is achieved by satisfaction of a need.

Humans have many needs. The need for a sexual partner, the need to protect ourselves against those animals which can harm us, to protect against cold and hot weather, to protect against other human beings who have needs and are forced by circumstance to attack us in order to satisfy their needs.

If somebody is cheating somebody, it is fear of needs.  You can go even further.   Somebody kills somebody, due to his needs.  Through that act perhaps they get a moment of peace or wrong joy and maybe a touch of wrong happiness.

But human beings by nature are happy.

If you look closely, humans are crippled by design.  We cannot fly, we cannot swim, we cannot run like other animals.  We cannot even sit comfortably without a chair artificially constructed for us.

We cannot understand which food we should eat.  We can be in the forest with many plants and trees around us. We cannot understand which one is good for us and which one is not.

Most probably, most plants are poisonous to us by design.  If there is one tree that has some fruit which humans can eat, that fruit needs to be fully ripe so humans can digest it.  Usually, before reaching that time, some birds, squirrels or bugs eat them up.  Then, out of desperation, humans find some grain and beans to consume.

We have to go through a lot of hard work and suffering, as God says in the Bible, to grow these grains or beans.  And after that, we have to collect them and save them for a whole year with lots of difficulty, fighting with bugs, fungus, mouse, rats and other pests.  If we can save them, then we have to take them through other processes.  Clean them with a lot of preparation, add salt and some other spices, then cook them, and then we can eat them. With all this preparation still humans cannot digest well.

Nobody tells birds and other animals, which seeds to eat. They don’t need to cook. They can even eat rocks and they do not hurt them. They can drink dirty water like most other animals and not have problem.

Humans cannot smell like any animal. Cannot see like any animal. Most animals can see in the dark. Humans cannot hear like any animal.

Who did this to us?  Why were we made so handicapped and crippled?

In the Bible and Koran, God says he did.  He finds an excuse to punish poor human beings. Who gave God permission to be judge and punish human beings?. They say in the Bible and Koran and some other books, God created material existence and created the human body.  Almost every enlightened or realized human being see that this human body is nothing but cage and that this material existence is nothing but suffering. Even in medical terms, the middle upper part of the human body is called the "rib cage".  The true self referred to by spiritual teachers is trapped inside our body in the rib cage.

Who put us in that cage? What was their purpose? Why did they want to make us suffer?

When human beings reach their true self, they become full of joy and peace and wisdom and knowledge.  In most cases society calls them "Saints", who are pure and good beings.  Whoever reaches their true self become good and pure, their actions become good.

Why did we have to be put in the cage? And who is controlling us mainly with the senses and the mind, which are not the nature of true self?

We don’t need to taste food for our true self to be happy.  We don’t need touch for our true self to be happy.  We don’t need to hear any music. Happiness is our true nature.  Our source is all joy, all wisdom and all happiness.

Who wants to control us with this physical body, senses and gravity, cold and heat, and torture us from the time of our birth to the time of our death?  What is he and the other three parts of him, his female part, his spirit part and his Mara part?  What is he getting out of this?

Some religious people remind me of children who have a bad father who drinks and becomes worse, comes back and beats and rapes everybody . When these children talk to each other they say: "he is not our father. Our father is very good guy. He is rich, handsome and very kind. Somebody must have changed us in hospital at the time of our birth."

If you disagree with what I see, I only can say you are right.

You must be that guy who is not suffering and have people around you who are not suffering.

Secret of True Happiness

Someone was looking for happiness, true happiness. Then he was looking everywhere to find that true happiness. He was talking to everybody until one day he gone to one bar. He was talking to the barman and tell him he is looking for true happiness. Barman told him someone else was here some years ago and looking same thing. He said what's happen to him, where can I find him? He said I hear he is somewhere in the mountain. He gone and looked, looked, after long period of time he found him. He asked that guy sitting in the mountain very peacefully: "It was you who was looking for true happiness? Did you find it?" He looked at him, he said "Yes, I find it". He said "What is it? Please, share with me." He said : " It is not to argue." He said "What? That is not happiness!" That guy peacefully was sitting in the mountain, looked at him. He said "Yes, you are right."

We feel many people want to contact Teacher Shahram

We feel many people want to contact the teacher. This is the place to contact the teacher, click here: Shahram Kasiri. Many years ago his spiritual work started, he left the Kung Fu behind. He focus now on spiritual teaching and bringing people to enlightenment. He traveled to many places around the world. He lived in Portugal, Canada, Thailand, Malaysia, India, and the list goes on. He met many people who wanted to know more about spirituality and the truth of existence but also about their true self, who they really are. He is often healing people by massage or by spiritual energy and teaching them at the same time. He believe the best way for human to learn is by joy and love.
Please pass it to who might be interested. (email:

Shahram brought himself completely out of the religion. Now he believes that religion is a box blocking mankind to grow spiritually and separate people from each other. He believes love, compassion and happiness is inside us. We don't need to look outside to have that. He is looking forward for the future where there is no border by religion, by name of country and politics, human can love each other without any fear or to be worry.

Yoko's Poem: Mind Game

This poem was written by a non-native speaker of English. Please be understanding.

     Mind Game

Where does this mind come from?

Where does this thinking come from?

     I ask innerself ...

  I didn't get certain answer

But, my mind was asked by me

sudden stopped to talk and

  became quiet     certainly ...

Who make our mind running all the time?

Talking of mind is completely not true.

      Nothing is real.

Who make us running to waste time of life?

Who make us believe that we have no value?

  Who is controlling us?

We have to stop this game.

We have to stop God's game.

We have to wake up that

  who have light is not God

        but us ...

Truth of Existence: Judgment Day

The Truth of Existence

This is the secret of Existence. If you are ready, read it. If you are not ready, just pass.

I was involved with Judgment Day. It started on the 15th January 1996.  After 10 years of suffering, extreme suffering and many matters, in the end I brought judgment day into the presence of God.  At that time, God was almighty. We were not allowed to look at him directly.  I came with my head down.  He was above. He said "What do you want?" I said: "We finished our Judgment Day." God said: "OK". I said "We brought it to your presence to see it." Finally, with his bitterness and mightiness, he turned, he was not very happy. He looked at the 10 years of judgment day. He looked and said: "WOW! Then I did everything. I did all the crimes." He added: "Tear me to pieces and bring me to justice."

What does that mean? That means that if someone goes stealing in somebody else's house, God put him in the condition of need, strong need, until he has no choice but to steal. He saw that all the good things that happen humans did themselves. All the bad things that happen, God did them himself. That is what he admitted that day. If you want to believe it, it is up to you. If you don't want to believe it, just go and suffer further and suffer more until one day maybe you wake up.

We don't have any desire to convince you that what we say it is the truth. We leave it up to you.

Poems from Yoko

I sing of love

I dance of joy

I paint of peace...

We are receiving your light

We are receiving your love

   We are receiving...


you are with us

That's the way

even though  I'm in any condition, any situation

even though I am anywhere

I believe your love

I believe your love...

that belief  make me strong

that's the way make me strong


Close my eyes

feel my heart

it's time to connect with you

my heart become all happiness itself

my heart become all love itself

I understood

no need anything else

In the silent

I talk with you without any words

just feeling you

  only you...

I felt this is real conversation

the time, my heart have no border

my heart spread over the whole space

the time, "I" was not existing there

I become heart itself

I become love itself

that moment,

I  was  love  itself

Teacher's speech

They says god made us but I believe he made our physical body. He made the physical body as a cage. Then he puts our true self in the cage. Where I live at the moment, there is a lot of nature around us, many plants, many trees. Almost all of them cannot be used by human beings. Purposely designed to make human life more complicated and more painful. We are, as human beings, growing our own food like rice and beans. After a lot of searching in so many different directions, we found a few grains to grow with a lot of difficulty. Difficulties of the weather, of no rain or too much rain, or it is too cold or too hot. On top of that there are many bugs, many animals all coming to attack. If you are lucky, after very hard back breaking work you can make some food by the end of the year, then you have to keep it until end of the next year. Again there are many different things that come to attack, mice, rats, bugs. Somehow it is designed to keep the human busy and make life as difficult as possible so we do not have a chance to sit in peace and think about the truth. Even when you don't have these problems, then you have the mind, the ego, fears and more and more things you have to fight with. For example, fighting in society to hold yourself in the river of society. Why are all those things there to take us away from thinking about ourselves, where we came from, where we have to go, what we have to be? Continually we feel something is missing, somethings is not right. I didn't reach where I should reach. Sometimes people think that if they become champions then they will reach their goal. They become champions, still they do not reach.

Our Group

We are living in the nature, we are a small group because of many reason. This is picture of our group here, some friends are visiting time to time and some other friends who cannot be with us at the moment.
Our group living together

Friends from other country, Yoshie and her group
Friends are visiting time to time