Truth of Existence: Judgment Day

The Truth of Existence

This is the secret of Existence. If you are ready, read it. If you are not ready, just pass.

I was involved with Judgment Day. It started on the 15th January 1996.  After 10 years of suffering, extreme suffering and many matters, in the end I brought judgment day into the presence of God.  At that time, God was almighty. We were not allowed to look at him directly.  I came with my head down.  He was above. He said "What do you want?" I said: "We finished our Judgment Day." God said: "OK". I said "We brought it to your presence to see it." Finally, with his bitterness and mightiness, he turned, he was not very happy. He looked at the 10 years of judgment day. He looked and said: "WOW! Then I did everything. I did all the crimes." He added: "Tear me to pieces and bring me to justice."

What does that mean? That means that if someone goes stealing in somebody else's house, God put him in the condition of need, strong need, until he has no choice but to steal. He saw that all the good things that happen humans did themselves. All the bad things that happen, God did them himself. That is what he admitted that day. If you want to believe it, it is up to you. If you don't want to believe it, just go and suffer further and suffer more until one day maybe you wake up.

We don't have any desire to convince you that what we say it is the truth. We leave it up to you.

Poems from Yoko

I sing of love

I dance of joy

I paint of peace...


We are receiving your light

We are receiving your love

   We are receiving...


   always...

you are with us


That's the way

even though  I'm in any condition, any situation

even though I am anywhere

I believe your love

I believe your love...


that belief  make me strong

that's the way make me strong


Meditation

Close my eyes

feel my heart

it's time to connect with you


my heart become all happiness itself

my heart become all love itself


I understood

no need anything else


In the silent

I talk with you without any words

just feeling you

  only you...

I felt this is real conversation


the time, my heart have no border

my heart spread over the whole space

the time, "I" was not existing there


I become heart itself

I become love itself


that moment,

I  was  love  itself

Teacher's speech

They says god made us but I believe he made our physical body. He made the physical body as a cage. Then he puts our true self in the cage. Where I live at the moment, there is a lot of nature around us, many plants, many trees. Almost all of them cannot be used by human beings. Purposely designed to make human life more complicated and more painful. We are, as human beings, growing our own food like rice and beans. After a lot of searching in so many different directions, we found a few grains to grow with a lot of difficulty. Difficulties of the weather, of no rain or too much rain, or it is too cold or too hot. On top of that there are many bugs, many animals all coming to attack. If you are lucky, after very hard back breaking work you can make some food by the end of the year, then you have to keep it until end of the next year. Again there are many different things that come to attack, mice, rats, bugs. Somehow it is designed to keep the human busy and make life as difficult as possible so we do not have a chance to sit in peace and think about the truth. Even when you don't have these problems, then you have the mind, the ego, fears and more and more things you have to fight with. For example, fighting in society to hold yourself in the river of society. Why are all those things there to take us away from thinking about ourselves, where we came from, where we have to go, what we have to be? Continually we feel something is missing, somethings is not right. I didn't reach where I should reach. Sometimes people think that if they become champions then they will reach their goal. They become champions, still they do not reach.