Dear Martine
I read your letter. My heart feels sad.
I believe the path you choose who to believe, you are very much like in the desert, and you see the water go toward it, when you reach that place it is gone further back, and you keep going forward to reach the water, but still water keep going further back.
I want to tell you about painful truth.
How people know about God. Through Bible, through Koran and other similar books. In the Bible and Koran he talks about himself. He says it he is the jealous God, he is the angry God, he is the revengeful God, he is the deceiving God, and he is the punishing God.
About universe. Universe, now even science they says this is no exist. (just an illusion)
In the Bible and Koran, God admit human is highest among the whole creation. Why? Because this whole creation have no existence, but human does.
Human being it is not a physical body we have. Our physical body is cage. Our trueself is a trap inside that cage, and we are halfway sleep. If we sleep, who is doing everything? Whatever every human do it is the program premade it, and we have some beings around us using our physical body as a vehicle, and they doing all the programs God premade it forcing our body go through.
What I try to say, no human is guilty of any action.
If you see carefully, everything human do it is because of some needs. Could be needs of the food, needs of security, needs of happiness, needs of peace. If you look inside and look at your trueself, we don’t need foods, we don’t need security, and peace and love and happiness is our quality.
I usually give people heart meditation. I hope Julien already teach you heart meditation. If it is go in your heart. You take your head inside your heart, and wash them completely, free your head from every guilt and every fear. Because those who controlling your physical body, they have guilt and fear by doing wrong. When they give you that feeling, doesn’t matter what is the subject, they using their guilt and make you believe it is yours. You look only at source and see where is coming from. If you see the source, they will let you free.
You always welcome to come and visit us.
A lot of love from us